Who I Am
I remember waking up in a “spiritual sense” over 8 years ago. I was fresh out of a divorce, scared, depressed, and knew that there had to be more to life. You see, a hard-working family raised me. I accepted that life was hard and that you must keep your head down and persevere to “make it.”
I prided myself on being able to pound a square peg in a round hole. If I was not working hard or struggling somehow, I believed I was not living up to my potential. During this time, I realized that I was allowing my perceived outside accomplishments to determine how I defined myself. I was also allowing my perception of how others viewed me as a gauge for self-love.
The pressure and expectations I put on myself regarding parenting, career, body image, and relationships were extraordinary. As a result, I smothered my internal light and passion for life. I realized like an open handed slap to my face that my life was not fulfilling anymore. I was scared, sad, and overwhelmed. In my twenties, I experienced a debilitating period of anxiety and depression. I have been prescribed medication and underwent psychotherapy, but I still remember trying to repair external factors as a relief. It took until my mid-30s to realize that putting energy toward changing external elements of my life didn’t change how I felt about myself.
I began to understand that to be happy, I needed to address my pain at a soul level, and that started with me acknowledging that I had Destructive Core Beliefs. I knew it was time to take the opportunity to reinvent myself at a soul level.
Of course, I did not know where to begin. I wanted to make these changes quickly to get on with my life. As I am writing these words, I am laughing out loud. My need for control was off the charts, and I had no idea what this wonderfully perfect journey would bring.
A New Me
Through this process, I sought therapy, attended support groups, mediated, saw spiritual healers, read self-help books, talked with my friends ad nauseam, changed careers, changed relationships, cried, and prayed. I opened my mind and soul to acknowledge my Destructive Core Beliefs. DCBs such as I am not worthy and loveable. I began to understand that my happiness was mine, so I launched my healing at a soul level.
Living from a soul level provides the map for our perfect path. There is a reason that you are reading this page right now and that you are beginning to understand that you are created to have happiness, love and passion. Allow me to share my experience and support you in your journey. You should know that your true happiness is at your fingertips.
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